humanity and why people fascinate me
I've never truly been good with other people. I'm horrified of socializing because I'm scared I'll say the wrong thing. I talk to the same people daily. It doesn't bother me much, but I have a deep desire to understand humanity and to know all I can about people.
Most things in this world are objective, there are definite answers or correct answers or things you should say. Humans are subjective. If you ask someone a question, they will not respond the exact same as the person you asked before them. Any time I meet a new person I feel like I must ask them questions to build a foundation. When you ask someone about the why behind their choices, you are learning about the workings of their brain.
Interacting with people is hard, but I crave understanding. I want to know things, I want to understand. I want to know what intricacies lie within the subjectivity of each and every person, and I wish I had a way to truly understand how others see the world from their own unique perspectives.